dragon zakura

Recently I have borrowed a Japanese drama from my Japanese language teacher. The drama's name is ドラゴンザクラ. To me it is a very good drama. As far as I know, Japanese have many meaningful and interesting drama. Normally the Japanese drama is short and the story wont keep repeating the same thing and thus won't be too boring.

It is about a poor lawyer who has received a case which is related to a high school that average mark of the student is only 36 and is called stupid high school. The school is facing financial problem as the student is decreasing every year. He decided to save the school by helping those student to get into top University in Tokyo. Although that is for his own benefit==.It is about the story of 6 students who studied very hard to achieve their target, University of Tokyo because they want to escape from to be called baka(stupid) again. But sadly, at last only 3 students manage to get in. The fate is unfair to some of them but because of the obstacle they faced, they grow. The method or the way they study is also very interesting, but I don't think I will follow :)

This drama make me think a lot. And when I was watching the drama, I feel that I am so lucky compare to those character. At least people in my surrounding won't treat me as a stupid person and I never face any serious obstacle, I can get anything I want easily and I feel that this is not good. I can't grow without obstacle, not sure whether this kind of thinking is good or bad. I think I am even stupid than them although I have been in good school since I was young. sweat...==;;; I never strive for any dream. To be success, the main quality is patience, determination and never give up. I lack of that :'( And I can't even know what I really want, I just follow what most peoples think is good.

Never give up!!Listen to your own will and your heart. Dont know how many time I have told myself like this but I have poor memory always forget to remind myself not to give up easily and work hard on one thing at a time. I can't hear any voice from my heart, sigh...

何かしなければならないと思ってるのに、そのあきらめなくて探すの意志がない。いつも簡単にあきられるのわたしがだいきらい。どうすればいい？